Wednesday, January 25, 2006

performance enhancing drugs

i'm using one of them, well two actually... Sudafed and caffine... the latter - well covered and legal to a limit... gotta wonder... is anyone racing NOT using caffine?

Sudafed now... here's the fun stuff - the regular stuff doesn't seem to work as well or last nearly the 4 hours between suggested doses... so i go with the 12 hr dose... i like my drugs when i can take em in the morning and at night... simple... and so that's what i've been doing since the onset of this... and a few days into it... i must be building up some crazy amounts of the sudafed cause last night - i was NOT tired - slept very very very lightly - was even a bit jittery... all that with no caffine intake after about 1 pm... 'course no ETOH to dull the nerves... it was very strange - my brain was mellow, unlike the caffine induced lack of sleep at night... when the brain is firing at a million miles a minute...

its crazy... that and i tried the stupid salt water up the nose to flush the crap out... the water just stayed there and wouldn't flush the right way... so now i can't really hear either... and there's nothing like this to keep ya off the bike in the cold... and with no space at the apartment, my rollers stay in storage, i think/hope...

fun with insurance companies continued today... they have the stuff and now i just wait, well there's the whole task of finding a body shop... but that's rather minor - good thing is i'm feeling much better about the whole incident, its not weighing on me like lead X-ray sheilding stuff...

also need to stop talking - no way my voice will be able to tolerate a 3 hour training session... 3 hours is a long time to talk continuously with a healthy voice... and i do NOT sound normal... should be interseting...

its an obligatory post... i know... maybe shouldnt have... but i did

till later -g

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