okay - now try this: DON'T READ THIS

Okay so the previous one was an impromptue "Hey i'm waiting for someone to show up: check it out" kinda thing.

I get back - i'm burnt out, training (not cycling but how to use a microscope) kinda wears me out. Something about talking for 2-3 hours straight followed by unsucessful fiddlin with a stuck/stripped collector lens adjuster - and well i get back and decide, WTF... lets see what comes up on technorati. For those who don't know ya can see who's linkin/saying stuff about you. Total geekdome. but sometimes curious. A link to me like Kerry's doesn't show up cause it's original, but this one was weird: Linkage. no? I guess i happened to be near the top when they did the massive copy paste of the links listed over at bikeblogs.com the think with that place is there are so many damn links that ya get dumped like a bad habit before long and you become old news. It comes in phases, i'm often like the guy on the street corner jumping up and down yelling HEY LOOK AT ME... others i just want to hide behind this stupid H2 and mumble and foam and rant without being noticed... how do you reconcile those... i dunno... i could go Dennis Leary on everyone... I think the fact that i really like his humor says a bit about me... Wikki says: "He is known for his dirty and often angry humor." No SHIT! That asshole song and music video kicks completel but BTW. I have two of his CDs. the cancer one and... um... shit ... Lock and Loud... okay - so it seems after watching that vid (warning lyrics) maybe i don't like the song as much as i used to, but its that extremeism that pushes hard enough to get people uncomfortable to push back. Sure its kinda the wrong way to find common ground and foster peace but ya know - sometimes ya gotta shake people in their boots to get them to snap out of the freaking consumptive coma thye are freakin in. ya know?!!!

And draggin a trailer UP the hill INTO the wind SUCKS. Oops i mean it's hard work and good training. Oh and Me Pulling the Bike trailer, is one hell of a lot more efficient than some soccer mommy driving around in her big Volvo XC90 to pick up her only kid from day care 3/4 mile from home! Ah fuckit... i'm doing my part to reduce consumption and based on the positive impression pulling the buggy around its a good thing. Its not quite unanimous but with kid or without i get big ol grins from drivers, esp with the kid, something about Dad draggin his daughter around in a trailer makes people happy. The same people that don't give a rats ass about a guy on a bike seem to be cheery about a guy on a bike pulling a kiddie trailer.

How about that... there... coupled with me being some tall skinny freak with long blond hair who refuses against all efforts to even consider a ponytail... LET IT ALL FLOW IN THE BREEZE and won't get a hair cut cause he don't trust the salons or don't wanna pay $50 damn dollars to some old gossip hound gal at the local salons... *shrug* damn - dennis leary has worn off... maybe the updates from the weekend will be more mellow and lesss influenced by him.