how can i screw up today

last few days i've managed to work hard to provide lots of entertainment to people by putting my passion on display with all its flaws. opening myself up to critique by people way too superfluous to attempt even to come close to controversy publicly on their own web log space. the critique certainly was valid - my using 3 bottles was pretty excessive but exaggeration is a story telling tool and helps drive home the point even if unrealistic. Bottle water has always been a frustration to me there is little value added to the consumer from buying a case of water instead of carrying around refillable bottles. Fortunately I see a visible change in people's habits. More and more people are carrying refillable water containers with them everywhere. It never fails that when i have a crappy argument that irritates the Cnidaria gallery lets me know. I guess i should be grateful for their diligence in pointing out how screwed up of a person I am. Rarely any positive enforcement, not that i deserve it for my insane ramblings I suppose, but then I do know why i have confidence issues. There is one thing positive i can focus on, but i won't dare say it here because I'm confident some Cnidaria will figure out how to strip that away too. I know i bring it on myself, i understand that. I've been doing that long enough to realize it is my own damn fault. I've also been doing it long enough that i need to get it out of my head to move on. This is just the only way i know how. So now go eff off and read some race reports or something. Because why would anyone want to read the ramblings of a judgmental dickhead

Next post is going to be images. maybe it will help... nope didn't