many appologies

gewilli dot com has taken a backseat to focusing on not going completely batshit crazy.  How is that different than normal? Who knows. Trying something new. Seems to sort of be working.

Downside, not as much time to write. Upside? Not as much of a grumpy asshole.

I hit a pretty rough spot yesterday. Totally submarined everything. Worse part is it compromised my intrinsict artistic integrity.  I messed up and picked a file that didn't match. Close, and still fucking wikked impressive but 10' of fuck up isn't so awesome. but on the pro side of the balance, the image in the catalog matches the print in the gallery. So there's that.

Hey it is what it is after all.

Makes the smaller one more unique and different.  The big one is still f'n impressive and it is super satisfying that anyone can walk past the gallery, open or not, and see my art work. Sure it might be nice to go in and see it that way too. but everyone walking past can see it.

so that's good.

It was a moment of crushing defeat. a mistake made back in January. in the midst of absolute 100% cray cray insanity. Again on the positive side, even my work that isn't up to my standards is pretty fucking awesome. So. There's that. Right?

Sounds a bit braggadocious but if anyone needs a bit of self confidence it is me. Shut up Jerry, i know you disagree.

I will get some writing in maybe.

I think we're going to bail on this week in terms of riding.  No TT, no Wed Night Smackdown for me (heading to Patriot place for a 1/2 marathon, no i am not running).

But the running thing.  Something's been tweaking at the back of my mind.  I doubt i can ever get as fast as the sub 6min pacing from High School cross country in a 5k but i wonder how close i could get. That's the lastest wondering. Ain't gonna start running anytime soon though. Don't worry I don't have running shoes. Too cheap to buy a pair anyway. I'll just keep pedaling.

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