current brain waves

Been a bit of struggle lately, lack of sleep, too much to do, insane pressure for the holiday crap that locks me up with anxiety, and then there's the super critical financial aid shit to do, on top of what the hell is going to happen to this world with cheetomcfuckface in charge. Telling happens. trying to find evidence of the showing to go with the telling? That's tough. A sticking point perhaps for me, unduly so, I know. But still it is. Always has been. Telling most people seems to be good, that's all they want to hear, they want to hear they are doing well, doing great, improving, being awesome. But as an actor, stage performer, teacher, telling is easy, means nothing to me. Never has. Finally unraveling the challenges of GeWilli. Show me. Don't tell me. heddwch G