VALI

 Vali is amazing. 

Sturgill Simpson has a good tear jerker to change the mood...

Missed out on the NoHo fun this weekend. Seatpost didn't ship in time so I didn't have it on Saturday. And yeah there is something goofy with the Crockett fit right now. Just the commute in and the back of the knee was kind of all "WTF" Baseline has shifted to the Black Blue i guess.

Back to fiddling with position I guess.

Got thinking and well, shit, not gonna be very rested for Saturday if this week continues, esp if I'm helping with Turkey Processing all day on Friday. 

But hey, it is what it is and life is a fucker and the only way through is forward and I'm okay with me being me and that's what it has to be, not the fastest, maybe the slowest but I'll give you a hug and i'll listen and cheer for you when you find your stoke. 

Trying to sort shit out, hoping my mom's heart holds up, and no it seems the issues aren't hereditary but the stress and doing to much all the time might be. Funny that, been thinking about it, if I'd eased off a bit, taken more time to recover maybe i'd have improved instead of ground myself into the ground. I've never been fast but I do love this bike shit. hard not to, for me at least. 

I had grand intentions again for writing but I spent four straight hours today staring at my monitors smashing the keys with my fingers and now...

Just feel more like saying hey, posting those two, lamenting that I didn't pack more lunch, wondering if I'll just wind up so hungry that I eat a million calories at home before I get dinner made. 

Whadda ya gonna do? I dunno.

anyway that's what i've got in the head now

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