Wednesday, August 24, 2022

Hey ya know that Old enough series?

 With that 'old' 36 year old ginger from Scotland? Wahoo Fitness video series?

I know I must have shared it. I watched it. He did the vid about West Highland Way?

Season 2 popped up a few weeks ago:
https://youtu.be/mUbJRxxytaQ


And that..

yeah well, what's the point GeWilli.

Well I went over to BBC to look for MTB World Champ coverage, saw the big headline I tweeted about this morning. A fucking FANTASTIC read and write up by Evie (go read it esp if you have daughters in sport - or work with young women in any sport).

And this:
https://www.bbc.com/news/uk-scotland-62650682 I saw the thumbnail photo, hmm that guy looks familiar, it couldn't be? could it? 

yeah... Rab, one and the same. 

A year ago plus a few days we lost another wickedly fast ginger (while I was racing at Great Glen last year), Evan died going into the final turn, just about to win in a dream like finish against a crazy stacked field. I would be lying if his death wasn't on my mind going into my race this year. So much can happen, esp when you push your body as hard as he did, or as I was going to do, they were different ways of creating physical stress, but sleepless constant pedaling isn't something everyone can do. Going insanely fast much the same.

Rab, died in his sleep, a few days after winning the Scottish title. He hit a super high note, went to sleep, never woke up again.

Evan went into that last turn, and nothing else after that.

Remember that quote from last year? 

Yeah the one that caused such extreme visceral panic and anxiety and just would wreck me every time I saw it, and esp that first time reading it on the morning of my birthday.

this one:

“You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.”

― Henry David Thoreau

I don't have the same reaction, perhaps the passing of a year, this last lap around the sun has transformed me a little, or dulled the edge of the blade the words hold. 

Perhaps it is the loss of my Father, falling so close, and living with that hole, and never really (still) fully grieving, or reconciling the loss. 

It is an unknown perplexity that I'm not quite exploring, the why it has changed. Mostly because it is a relief to not have three sentences ready to unravel you totally, at will.

Of course it didn't help to start the day off listening to this playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kUtBAELFkPvgZ9hO_0ZQ5FlPZzwZl_xVg 

And that my office smells like coffee, mineral spirits, Finish line wet lube (cross country lube as it used to be called) and generic lemon scented pledge.  Yeah it is smackdown and the ride home last night was not in the rain but it was wet. And no i didn't have time last night or this morning to do all that. And of course it reminds me of a person who commented that they loved the smell of the mineral spirits in my office. 

Rab did launch himself. Wahoo did a great job of documenting it and for that I'm grateful. 

amor fati motherfuckers

heddwch
G

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

can't imagine

 Or more of a direct (translated) quote:

"It'd be very hard for me to imagine life without biking."


Same here.

Friday, August 19, 2022

Here's a photo


 took it yesterday because the sun was doing something remarkably cool


Prep report

 24HOGG prep report.


So I went through the saga of the bike beforehand, right? The whole bottom bracket creaking thing. Using some green Vibra-tite retaining compound? Facing the BB shell, pressing it in. Having it be silent for a ride then start creaking like crazy? And then ultimately pulling the sliding drop outs off too many times (after a broken nut and then realizing the driveside drop out - broken nut side had worn and could move so I replaced it with a spare) I dripped some 70% ETOH down along the cups and the bike was quiet - making only some tiny expected creaks under the most load. 

Wasn't silent but was quieter than most bikes in the race. And I have no idea what it was that was creaking. The Dropouts do make creaking sounds like a BB but so does the BB and well who knows.

More importantly it is fixed so who cares.

Parts? I had everything. An extra rigid post, the spare saddle already on the 170mm dropper in case I needed to swap droppers, and a third saddle. I gathered all my extra brake pads, Oh and yeah I changed the rear pads because they wouldn't stop insane chatter, and I think maybe it might actually be the rotor being too thin, BUT not sure, anyway I did have a few extra pair (CX bike with the TRP spyres use the same shimano shape pads). 

No extra thru axel because Thom Parsons still has mine, but the spare for the Crockett is long enough to engage enough threads to work in an emergency, so I packed that. And cables, and housing, and put a few 180mm rotors on layaway and took them up, spare locknuts for the sliding dropouts, tires, tubes, extra sealant, lube, cleaner, grease, might have skipped the extra grips but I did bring the wheels (rotors, cassette and all) off the Top Fuel (good because that had the only functioning wheel sensor and that was key). 

All the Topeak stands and pumps (shock and floor and hand). Couple CO2s to pack on the bike with the dyna plug kit that all sat in the Topeak FASTFUEL DRYBAG X along with the pass through battery for the lights and Wahoo. I did try the burrito bag for that stuff but it was extra and had the space in the Fastfuel bag and no need to bounce something off the back of the saddle for all those miles.

The cushcore came in and I put it in and was so glad becuase I smashed the rear wheel on a rock three laps in a row in the dark. Hard enough that if the cush core hadn't been there shit would have been bad - busted rim maybe hard.

Gearing? 34x20 with 29x2.6 tires on Line Pro 40 rims (41mm internal width) Cushcore Plus Pro in the rear, Bontrager XR2 tires, FinishLine Fibertech sealant in there.

Yaris fork with 140mm upgrade, 180mm XT cranks, 130mm dropper post, 780 mm Raceface bars, Shimano MT500 series brakes, Wheels BB, XL Trek Stache (2019) in Matte Cobra blood. Odi Rouge lock on grips. Wahoo Elemnt with a fancy K-edge mount. Shimano 540 pedals and Shimano XC-7 shoes in 48 wide. NBX Castelli jersey (3XL) and XL NBX team bibs. Defeat wool socks.

EZ-up from my dad, the one he brought up and gave me for the 2008 24HOGG edition. We drove up together in my Golf packed to the gills that year. And it rained and I killed a few rims and all the brake pads, and a rear derailleur starting the last lap and almost didn't make the time cut and haven't ridden that bike since (the Mantra). Oh and last year I was missing a few stakes and the EZ-up started to fly away, I found my stakes, then borrowed a bunch more of the tie-downs and light stakes and more stakes. So in the end the thing had two sides up and a dozen anchor points and didn't go anywhere. Tent, a Kelty my dad gave me after college to replace a tent he gave me that was supposed to be big enough for me but wasn't. An Ikea crappy cot to sleep on, metal folding one, good for a shorter lighter back sleeper, not good for a 230# 6'5" side sleeper. But it was better than sleeping on a thermarest. NBX table, a couple chairs (that weren't comfortable to sit in) and shit what else? A cooler, I brought everything in plastic bins because the weather was forecasting scattered thunderstorms all day everyday. (we only had a few very very few light and patchy showers over the whole weekend - until just before awards started, it POURED for 5 minutes then, and stopped).

Did a pre-ride lap after the pit was set up, that is when I found the wheel sensor not working and swapped for the other one. Also tried to ride the pre-ride lap easily. That was harder than I had hoped, The gearing was just too tall. 

Last year the bike was set up with a 34-22 and 29x2.4 tires. That's roughly 44 gear inches. This year? it is roughly 50 gear inches. Way harder. And a bad idea. didn't take more than a couple laps to kill all the hard torque in the legs. BUT i managed to ride everything but the steepest stuff all the time. I put a wheel wrong a few times on one particular turn a few times, I did stop and walk and eat a few climbing sections, mostly just so I could eat, but also keep moving. Figured walking the course and eating is better than stopping and eating and then walking less. Not sure how that figures but if I had an easier gear I might have been eating less on the course? Dunno. But for sure I think going to an easier gear is a better idea. That or I need to lose even more weight and get stronger. That's by far the better option. 

Okay then we get to FOOD.

Like I mentioned, last year I think I mostly captured the prep on IG stories. So no real clue.

But I made a similar pasta 'soup.' I bought fancy pasta, that was a bad move. The shape was perfect but the fancy pasta was rougher cut and higher quality - i think the cheap elbows I used last year were better. And I opted to NOT add the olives this time and only made 4 quarts instead of 6 quarts. Spicy Sausage, mushrooms, white beans, tomato paste, chicken stock, pasta, and then once cold I threw in some zucchini. 

I had gotten a bit worried - wanted to bring some of those Trader Joe's Super Sour Scandinavian Swimmers and they were out of stock until the last minute. Packed three or four bags of those and one bag of regulars. Packed the mini-stroopwaffles, some TJ's fig bars too. A few cliff block sleeves and that plus the rice cakes were it food wise.

The Rice cakes were my take on a carbonara. 3 cups of dry Jasmin rice. Unrinsed to leave extra starch in there to help with binding. 8 slices of North Country Smokehouse applewood smoked uncured bacon, 8 ounces of sauteed mushrooms, 6 eggs scambled, parmesean cheese, and peas, a splash or two of soy sauce and some cayenne pepper. Yup. Put it all in a big bowl, mixed and mixed and mixed. Then packed it tightly into a glass enchilada pan - you know the big rectangle pyrex things). Covered that with more parm, then cut it into squares and wrapped in foil. They were actually REALLY good. All weekend good. SO good. 

AND then the sandwiches. 1/2 pound of uncured sliced smoked turkey (~8 slices) 1/2 pound of virginia ham (uncured) (~9 slices) and 1/2 pound of sharp cheddar (sliced). Mayo, yellow mustard and one loaf of sprouted whole wheat bread. 

DO NOT GET THAT BREAD AGAIN, it was good but hard to chew. I made 8 sandwiches (one loaf of bread) with all that. Made the sandwiches Saturday morning. Put them in a aluminum serving tray in the cooler. Mayo on one side, mustard on the other, turkey slice on mayo side, ham on mustard, slice and a half of cheese in the middle. The extra ham and cheese I made into a rollup. Ate all but two sandwiches during the race, the last two I ate that night after the race. Actually maybe there was one sandwich left for Monday's breakfast, I'm a bit fuzzy on that but it was the right number.

The pasta soup thing was Friday food. Lunch and dinner and then a little of it on Sunday night. 

Liquids? I make 4 pots of coffee, iced it down and put it in a gallon jug and a Nalgene. I brought two quarts of Keifer. One was Saturday morning calories and the other was post race calories. A bunch of Hi-Ball enegry seltzers. I drank one Saturday morning to conserve coffee and that was a mistake, too much all at once. 

Oh and I packed nearly a quart of muesli with milk and peanut butter, and tried to eat it all Saturday. Almost got through it. I ate a TON of calories saturday morning so much so that I was not hungry for a while but still managed to eat rice cakes and not actually feel hungry until Sunday.

Lesli brought a ton of stuff and one of the things she brought (like last year) were the tubs of Gatorade Endurance powder. I went through almost two tubs last year and since I was planning on doing this semi-self supported I had an idea to just mix it up in those 2.5 gallon water dispenser things you get at the store. I cut a hole in the top big enough to pour the powder in and it made a mess but worked out surprisingly well. A little strong of a mix, but that was okay I just added a little bit of water as I went but being able to mix or pick either lemon-lime or Orange each lap was important.

Always rode with two bottles. For most of Saturday I did one bottle of Gatorade and one bottle of coffee. Drank a little water at each stop as well, mostly to go with the Pickle juice. I did eat at least one pickle per lap. Grillo's of course. And drank a sip of the brine or two each lap as well. Rinse with water and good. Brought two quarts of pickles with me, one was completely gone by the end of the race.

It was hot but I never stopped sweating and only had one very subtle almost cramp, no real cramp at all anywhere, stopped to pee a handful of times, never too dark or too light, always in the right density zone. Kidneys always felt good, the rest too. I did take a few Mag Glycinate and Vit C through the course of the race. Not too many times but just enough to add to the mix.

Once I started in on the Super Sour swimmers I'd risk getting that sugar stomach, but eating three bites of a sandwich erased it completely. Too much gatorade? A few bites of the sandwich and everything was in balance. 

At one point I started carrying water because it was getting so hot on the backside away from the head dunk station, wasn't the best move but it helped. Would pour water on my head and then hot water would drain off. It was HOT out there. Like it never cooled off at night. Obviously it did but not much and the humidity went up so it never really 'felt' cooler. 

I didn't take shoes off once, or change bibs, or jerseys. last year I took shoes off almost every lap and iced my feet they were in pain. Changed clothes too. 

That took time. I just turned laps. 

Lots of laps, but not super fast because I had to walk so much of the hills, both from gearing choice and elevation and the choice of not going so hard that I'd crack.

Turning laps not taking naps.

Got to wondering if everyone that was complaining about stomach issues really just was tired. Having stomach issues saves more face than saying you were tired? Maybe?

Joel's bike was probably 10 pounds lighter than mine. Having a lighter bike also would help. As would being stronger and lighter. He finished his 17 laps 2 hours before I finished my 17 laps. He pulled the plug and then watched my laps, If I had chugged a Red-bull and left right away and found an extra pile of KJs I might have been able to hit 18 laps by the cut off time, but it also mean that all Joel had to do was turn one lap in the same amount of time and he could have easily done that. 

Finishing second wasn't so bad. It certainly was a big accomplishment, due in huge part to planning. And it was also pretty awesome that I was able to do it nearly self supported. Had lots of borrowed help and some equipment and Lesli and others were around if I needed something. So it was not truly a solo experience but it was close.

There's quite a bit more to the story, will get to that next. For now, this will have to do. Currently thinking about the Freetown 50 in the SS category. Just because.

heddwch

G

Wednesday, August 17, 2022

Watch this in the meantime

 


Take a few minutes. 

Worth it.

Thursday, August 11, 2022

write up?

 soon, still recovering.

I did throw the 1st lap GoPro up on the youtubes

a full lap at normal speed with bonus post race footage

and then one already at 2x speed so you can then crank it up in playback on YT and go at least 4x speed to watch the lap really quickly.

Of course the gopro doesn't show elevation very well, makes it all look pretty flat. 

Working on the full write up draft in my head. Will get to it soon.

Here are the videos just so you have some content for now:

And yeah I finished 2nd


and the 2x playback:


heddwch
G

Wednesday, August 03, 2022

creaky creaky

 24 hours of creaking

That's about the whole of it. 

Don't have the tools to take the BB out myself, although maybe I just need some heat, possible, can't be any more creaky.

Was a good move not doing the ride last night. But very much trying to balance the idea of taking the jetta, it makes the house's plans more complicated if I do. leave the jetta and two drivers there have options, take the golf and only one.

Brain is trying to work through it all, over and over, what do I need, what do I have and meanwhile

creak

creak

creak

Changed the brake pads here today, took a fair bit to get the pistons re-compressed, but they are in and they were recently cleaned, will be better to have full size pads in there - if I have to swap i can put these half used ones in on the fly. 

I think i have to heat the damn BB up, need to get it over 350°F well at least the cups, shouldn't be hot enough to do much to anything but just enough to soften whatever the vibra-tight shit is holding on too but not making it quiet. Should have stuck with what worked last time, but I didn't. 

Made the mistake of starting the other book already, just plowing through at 1.75x speed.

of course it could still be the rear dropout... I doubt it but it is possible. When it broke it was bouncy enough and loose enough for long enough to have damaged both the frame and the sliding dropout. It didn't use to move in the frame. 

And yeah i still have to go shopping. At least all my lights have pass through charging, which will be a problem if it is raining but it looks like it might just be the normal daytime storms rolling through. hopefully, or at least hopefully I'll have enough to blast through the rain and charge when it moves through. 
https://www.mountwashington.org/experience-the-weather/regional-weather/mount-washington-valley.aspx

Not long range enough but the other forecasts show disturbances Friday and Early Saturday tapering off overnight. Might be pretty damn interesting for everyone. 

At least I found a selfish fender. 

I wonder how these XR2s will fair on the soil up there. For most of it I think it will be pretty damn good.

the swampy bits I'm worried about and the wood. Esp the bridge. 

it is definitely a different feeling this year. 

Creak

creak

creak

could be a long loud ride.

heddwch
G

Sunday, July 31, 2022

useless pain in the ass

 This whole damn web log. 

I thought "lemme look back and see how much turkey and ham and cheese i brought"

half pound each? full pound each? THE FUCK nothing. No mention (that I could find) reading through) 

guess i'll wing it with the amounts. 

was reminded of the leg cramping at night, gonna try and avoid that shit this time, somehow. Not sure how but we'll see. Maybe need to take it way easier on the pre-ride laps, aka don't try and ride everything just because, treat the effort like a race effort, if I gotta work to hard to pedal, fucking walk. Or something.

lights, still an issue, I purchased one but didn't get that outbound hangover but hopefully DR will still let me use it and that'll be probably good. Figure keep it off mostly, then bring chargy plug and external battery, rely on front lights mostly maybe since there are two and can be swapped and charged. That is assuming the bike doesn't explode.

BB is creaking today. Started off quiet then got louder and louder. Couldn't get the cups out at home some maybe it was just the spindle. Tried but failed, worked on the brake a little. Maybe I'll throw some pads in if it isn't better tomorrow. And the seat post slipped while riding. If that collar goes it could be a big problem. Don't have a spare one of those.

Maybe need to clean and load it with friction paste.

Sigh. At least the tires were good, probably can go lower on the pressure, Bike felt great, if loud, I felt pretty good, got done with our ride and felt fresh enough to go out again.

of course two shopping trips and working on the bike outside for a while and I'm more like i need to lie down. Post shower I did and it was great. 

Looking back what I did write down was how stressfull the weeks leading up to the race were. 

here's to holding it all together.

Have I beat the shit out of this bike? Doesn't seem to be but isn't perfect. We'll see I guess.

If it is loud and creaky and holds togehter? that'll be enough 

finished another book, started another reacher book, different, a little confusing in a way but fast paced and entertaining. if addictive. kind of just want to get through it all. 

but sleep and patience.

heddwch

G

Tuesday, July 26, 2022

there is a lot in here

 


There's a lot in this short film. 

Monday, July 25, 2022

rest days?

 Working all day on your feet isn't very restful but it is a different tired than riding for a couple hours, either on the road or in the woods.

But today? Sunday? Pulled the plug on dirt church, on everything. Got up at 4:30 to get the kid and E out the door and headed to boston for the regatta in the heat, went back to bed. And actually slept. Slept until after 9am!!!

Made coffee, and generally didn't do much. Got a few more episodes of Shoresy in, more coffee. Then headed to do the grocery shopping with the oldest. came home, at some food, and finished watching the first season. Damn is the show good.

Not sure what else. But I had planned on working on the bikes, putting in the rivnut, swapping the 3" tires for the 2.6" tires getting the spare chains sorted, maybe even swapping the dropper back to the short one (for less creaking). I fear though that some of the noise is from the bottom bracket. Bearings feel good and the spindle is re-greased but the BB itself might need to be taken back out. That's towards the bottom of the list. Ordered a 29+ cush core for the rear, it might not get here, it should be okay up there but is a nice re-assurance if the air drops or just for the general handling and lower pressure possible with it. Not for the front though. 

Half kind of thinking of trying to do the tire swap tomorrow morning and commute once again on the Stache. It isn't fast (as far from it in fact) but contact points yo. 

But even taking today pretty much totally off? I'm still tired. Have to get a handle on that I think. Seems to be important. 

Feeling more of a steely calm about the up coming race. I think last year I was pretty jacked/nervous/freaked...  realizing maybe i like the planning more than the racing or just full of doubts. Dunno, this feels just more deliberate, there's lots to do still, but more knowns, i know i can't just eat sandwiches, and some of the food I brought last year i didn't touch... like those fig newtons, just never felt the urge to eat them. A handful of other stuff too.

paused at this point last night, 

Friday, July 22, 2022

cab over peterbuilt

 more evocative i suppose, doesn't roll off the tongue quite as well.

I've ground myself down this week. With surprising ease. MTB on Sunday, commute MWF, W&F on the Stache. Tuesday worked on the stache all day then joined the smackdown on the Klein. 

Listened to a reacher book after Lab Girl and Scalzi's Kaiju book, listened to if fast, finished listening to it over 2x speed just to get through the end.

For a chance of pace I tried out a book that I'm not sure I can explain why I decided to read it, something must  have pushed it my way. 

And holyshit it is so good, on many levels, endurance sport, getting old...  all that...

Friday, July 15, 2022

Cab over Kenworth

 HUH? 

yeah that's the best way to describe me showing up at the TT compared to everyone, literally, everyone else there. It just does not get less aero of an over the road truck than that. Cue me. Same. Of all the 'road' bikes I have that one is the least. The crockett isn't much better but it is a little. Klein has a really high BB and I sit up in the air a bit more and in a move of idiocy I put some 46s on that bike. Maybe i'll get one of them fancy bikes...  maybe.

Of all the other rides there, Kipp was second place with his '04 C'dale but even that is WAY more aero (his wheels too) (and he's got a lower drag) although he did have a bit of heat stress and sat in the back of an ambulance for a while after.

So yeah as expected I faired pretty poorly. Couldn't get going very fast on the first section, kept getting slower until it turned up then stopped getting slower and kept pace pretty well up Reynolds with everyone that passed me but that's a little too late to recover from the first downhill aero demanding section.

And well as good of a night as it was, as nice as it was to ride out there and back with Graham, and to hang out with Marcus and Betty and to see Cronoman and Solobreak in the flesh. I'm in a shit mood, slept like crap, it has been a long week, I'm tired, and just, yeah I dunno. call it a funk or something.

Stache is still broken, I need to put a volume spacer in the top fuel shock, probably should take the pivots apart and re-locktite everything, 

And then there's everything else. literally, everything it seems. And yeah, one thing at a time, get through it and pretty soon in a couple weeks i'll be racing for 24hrs. Assuming i can find a few extra sliding dropout locknuts (proprietary of course, only avail from Trek).

And my dumb ass thought I could get away w/o eating breakfast and extending my fast till lunch. Feeling like a really fucking bad idea right now.

So yeah - I commented on Solobreak's strava that i wasn't going to write. And yeah, I probably shouldn't.

Go check the Nanoscape twitter and IG feed, there's cool shit I've been doing posted there. 

i'm going to make some coffee and hope that helps.

Amor Fati Motherfuckers

G

Monday, July 11, 2022

Finished it finally

 That big old monster book.

And, it was worth getting through the struggling parts. It did come together quite beautifully. Left me with more of a feeling of peace than just about any other series I've read in a long time. And that's hard to say.

Went to fire up the Scalzi book that came in off the hold only to discover it is an eBook not an audio book. Guess I'll have to figure that out. 

Yesterday? Well yesterday is worth writing about but maybe Yesterday started off on Saturday.

Thursday, July 07, 2022

A seriously beautiful place on the earth



Really solid DJ set too. And no- not sure if there are adds because i'm watching with them hidden... 

But there are adds on B Kerr's youtube stuff. the Morgins Epic was amazing, like just insanely cool. so many trails, so many different lifts all pretty much all by bike.

Wednesday, July 06, 2022

it is even worse than I thought

 My weight creep that is. Oof, Russ posted a trendline after eating a whole pizza last night and i decided to get on the scale for the first time in a very very very long time to see where i'm at.

Well...

Saturday, July 02, 2022

it is saturday night

 There was food made, the disparity between what the house is eating is pretty solid. At least I span the middle and wil make either and eat. Last night I made a batch of mac and cheese, tonight, coconut red curry with tofu and garbanzo beans over jasmine rice.

Made a bit too much perhaps, but i drained two bricks of tofu and well two cans of garbanzos and two cans of coconut milk seemed to be about the right ratio.

Guess I have lunches for a while.

Couldn't find anything to watch, there's another lack of overlap, my tastes and tolerance for films does not extend to period dramas and well, whatever isn't tense Sci-Fi or action. And since I was tired AF the dogs and I went up to bedroom early, turned the fan on louder to drown out the fireworks.

And I checked the you tubes...

And found this, and liked it enough to open this up on the tablet and pound out a few words to go with it.

it is below the fold

Friday, July 01, 2022

SMACKDOWN ride report

 I showed up. Worked my butt off. We did the long route with all the weird left hand turns. I got gapped on Carpenter, wasn't too far off after pine (def dropped tho) as expected, caught back up just in time to get pummeled on Hillside. The extra miles made me suffer a bit more. 

Rolled in and back. 

Was good. 

felt oddly okay. still not fast but also pretty okay as long as we weren't going up hill and well, what do you expect for someone as heavy as I am now.

No, i don't know. Haven't been on a scale in a long time. Fuck that, doesn't matter. Riding when I can, eating food, trying not to eat too much and trying to make sure I'm well fueled for the riding.

That's the ride report. We had well over 30 people show up, might have been over 40.

Oh and the A and B groups split after 152. I managed to make it up front at the light with Justice. We took off, got a monster gap. He sat up, I went for the state line sprint and won (uncontested) but hey a sprint win is a sprint win.

Right?

I had blocked off yesterday on my calendar. Hoping to find someone to ride all day with, someone who could push me or at least match the effort, but this lead to that and well, all I managed to do was take an extra 14 or so miles to ride in. 

With that 24hr race coming up I need a couple really long rides coming up. Need to do better at actually following through with the all day thing. 

June was better than April or May so at least there's that.

The knee? It really kind of sucks what I have to give up but I'm really really enjoying the return to pain free movement. I can actually kneel down and get out of a sitting on my heels squat without pushing up with my arms to take the load off the right knee.  I think the change in shoes (to the next size and a wide last) is also helping quite a bit.

It isn't perfect but it is definitely feeling much much better. But these new shoes have a pretty flexi sole and that's not helping, first time I can say "oh yeah so this is why people complain about small pedals on long rides" soft.

Oh he the TdF started today I guess.

No, I'm not gonna watch it. or follow it, except passively through unavoidable sharing of people's reactions on social media. Oh and I did a velogames thing, the G+ crew started it up for Giro so fuck it - why not. Picked names I recognized, I hope they all started, maybe half the squad is sidelined for covid.

Dunno.

Life goes on and I don't feel much like writing lately. Sorry.

Had some deep thoughts, put it on a poem but not sharing that shit.

I should really get a passport so i can leave this country if i have a chance/oportunity... 

Anyone wanna drag my ass around all day on the bike? Boston maybe?

Better eat lunch before it is time for the next appointment. 

And yeah, shit, I need to take some time off...  damnit.

heddwch
G

Friday, June 24, 2022

you could see it coming

 And there is nothing you can do to stop it.

Politics. I guess it is nice to be an old white dude. None of this impacts me at all, but it impacts so many people I care about and love and it just is fucking wrong and what? What? Vote? Sure lets vote. What has that accomplished? This. Here we are. 

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

This Machine Kills Facists

 Y'all can probably picture where that title comes from and what it was written on...

here's the thing - I didn't know how much of a Guthrie influence there was on the DKMs, like shipping up to boston? yeah...  kind of crazy. Fuck yeah Woodie

This album sounds really really fucking awesome:



And time flashes buy

 A blink and a year now it feels like.

Remember when the summer lasted forever, and for me, the years at college felt like a lifetime.

And then poof we're gone.

Dennis Cahill shuffled off this mortal coil a few days ago. I heard about it yesterday when Colm wrote this over on facebook yesterday:

Dennis Cahill could put more music into fewer notes than anyone else I've ever heard. So many times I've just sat and watched and listened while he would hang on a simple sparse fifth for a whole part, or a whole round of a tune, and then pick *exactly* the right moment to add a third or a seventh or a suspension and it suddenly felt as if that harmony had been there all along, lurking like a ghost, and when it came to it grabbed you by the soul. Shaking you. Incredible mastery of guitar, great mandolin player too, and as an accompanist he always brought out the best in people. Very sad that we won't get to hear more, but glad to have learned a bit from him!

I've worn out my Martin Hayes and Dennis Cahill CDs, played them so much that the tunes are hardwired. I'm a violin person but if I could play guitar I would love to play it like Dennis. 

So what does one do with that sort of news? Listen non-stop to them playing. A few of the sets with Martin and then down the Gloaming content on youtube. 

Listening to this one (I think it was this one) and it feels like the best description is celtic jazz, if that makes sense. Absolutely fucking brilliant masters, using a minimum of notes but sometimes all the notes but all separate but insanely and mindblowingly perfectly together.


You can find lots of the Gloaming out there. 

There's not much of Dennis alone, but there is this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qhfm8OHU75k you should check it out, if you want.

Would write more but will leave it at this for now. 
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