Tuesday, April 12, 2016

need to write

but no time...

Ronde Rosey 2016 was off the hook, i think the woods are still echoing with me yelling "GOLDBERG" alternatively "BEER" constantly asking if the groups stopped to fix a flat, or mechanical "IS THIS THE SECRET BEER STASH" probably got old for everyone but me.

The route was familiar, but different, but lizard/homing pigeon brain seemed to find the course familiar.

It was the most amazing day - i took one photo... why? battery, access, restricted capacity. Taking a dozen photos on a 30 min ride between charging stations is different than a dozen photos on a 7+ hr ride when you don't know if the battery will last long enough to record it. Life's full of challenges.

Hugs make it better.

I need to write. but can't, going non-stop, and I'm going to wake up to essentially 6 days of solo dad while covering two very active daughter's activities. Stuff that normally is challenging to schedule with two parents. But hey, have I ever shirked away from a challenge? Probably, but not a challenge that benefitted everyone but me.

I should write up sunday - soon...  i'd write it up now but have to do a bunch of stuff and am tired and am not doing the stuff and writing instead of doing the stuff and then once the stuff is done i sleep...  i tired.

i'm scrambling to find primary sources that i based some fundamental on...  should be easy right? yeah not so much... but hey if i'm wrong...  well that won't be much of a surprise to anyone because when am I right? Never.

Certainly not in life -if you go based on anything i've done/said/whatever. Kind of feels like i've been on the wrong side kind of all the time.

Rejected and lost, finishing last. Plenty of good friends who i can get vicarious joy from their exclamation of winnings...  and that's good. No not naming names tonight. I've had a beer, but no whisky, relaxed but not uninhibited.

Soon hopefully I'll have a chance to write up sunday, how amazing it was, despite the most challenging physical issues ever.

Life's pretty crazy eh? But even then it is better than the alternative...

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