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Non-stop day, strava will show that I rode in, went flat out and barely escaped to do a few errands and hid in the dungeon for a while before heading home with one stop.


One stop being the EP location of NBX. Call came earlier than ever. A good thing, but adds another layer.

Will crank out a handful tomorrow. the plan at least. Got thinking, assembling is kind of yoga to me, this process of finding a center, the repetition, the routine, the visible measure of progress.

Gonna need tunes, but plan in place. So yeah you can bug me while I'm building this year but you're gonna have to brave Warren Ave traffic. It is also the earliest call to build since i picked up the second gig. And yes, I know. I could be the manager, I could be the service guy, the guru, but you know what? I'm okay just putting shit together, the basement is mine, leave me alone, let me build, one my kids are earning their own salary I can start actually paying down my debt not just servicing it. When ever that is it will be what it is and I'll continue to try and work everything at once.

The art stuff.

One of the trips today was to discuss fire policies and options. And I think I have a great one now. Gonna need to check with it once but i think we'll be good and it will be a new novel way to print the stuff. How it looks? Hopefully not too bad.

Of course John R asks "How many are you gonna sell?"

Sell? What? I haven't made a profit on any of this stuff, i've sold prints and feel indebted to every single person who gave me money for one, literally, but also incredibly thankful to each single person. Because they are all, when it comes down to it some of the best people i've ever encounter.

Thank you.

I'm excited, scared, and more motivated than ever.

I definitely need to delve into the Fugazi radio therapy theory a bit more, but hey maybe it is fucking GCD and that stupid soap of his. I've been using the peppermint stuff non-stop since trying a sample or two in VA, got back here and bought a bottle of it. Can a soap and a morning regime of that oil change a person?

maybe,

but what i can say is i feel somethings shifting more positively and cementing in place. a weird feeling.

Yes some stuff is odd and may never settle, and i'm definitely likely to relapse, but we'll see how that goes.

Going to try and do our southern version of the pre-ride for our RRRR on sunday AM, the Rhody version of the RdR, homage totally and if we can make it happen my goal is to raise $ for Girls Rock RI, because they rock and have done some amazing shit for my kid and many other kids and women.

I'm less overwhelmed and not as freaked out tonight, but maybe because we had a lab cleanout 'party' and a few beers and pizza after, so that's skewing me a bit perhaps, or that i've plowed through a good number of the items on the list. Sort of.

be good, do good and ...

yeah more than ever:

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