Thursday, January 16, 2020

um... yeah wait... what?

What a F'n week so far. Still one more day to go and well...

it feels like i'm plowing snow, pushing this mountain in front of me, still moving, path clear behind me but this stuff I'm pushing is just staying in front, building up, higher and higher.

It isn't going away, some of it is falling to the side, moved off, taken care of, okay to move past, but it also feels like as I'm moving what should have been an appropriate amount along that it is growing faster than it should.

Training on the new system, two days of absolute non-stop no lunch break intensity from 9 to 5:30, and then today - Factory specialist left yesterday, me and the FSE, fixed the problem, but now I get to do my own SAT post upgrade to make sure it is working. There was something simple. A pin fell out, a shield that protects the encoder from light and mis-reading was loose, it fucked some serious shit up.

Including my schedule.

Out of wack, really wildly out of wack.

Weather's getting funky too.

Moving on from the Volvo to now worrying about the next shit on the horizon, why the fuck can't my brain just fucking RELAX

fuck

I keep taking the last cliff bar out of the emergency food stash, and then putting it back. Four times this afternoon so far.

I think maybe I didn't eat enough lunch or something. Not eating lunch for the last two days probably has me in a bit of a debt...  oops...

Getting through Vita Nostra...  these russians are REALLY good at storytelling. In High school we had a bit of a section on russian lit...  i was hooked, dug into all the translations I could get my hands on. I skipped the monstrous tomes like War and Peace, found the short stories to be engaging.

Anyway - I also have a confession, I think I like the Inheritance Trilogy better than the Broken Earth one...  both great, both incredibly well written, but.. i dunno.... 

shit it is late...  left this sitting here too long - running around too much

snow piling up in front of my plow

lets see if i can get home and avoid precipitation - not looking good for MTBs this weekend, still have to get through tomorrow...

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