not supposed

 to be tired

yesterday was a doozy of a day - mentally exhausting then physically drawn out and unsettled.

Back muscle locking up kept me up the night before but one bike ride sorted that out and it is all good (don't take 3 days off the bike and expect not to have shit fall apart - note to self).

Tired. Really tired. Might see if I can cut out early.

But things are still coming together. Light run times getting dialed. Have backup USB charging ports ready lots of Whrs for the usb charging ones.

This is the tired I'd normally make a second pot of coffee for, but nope, not this time. Def not this time.

This is good. I keep forgetting that Lisa graduated from Brown.

I may or may not have bought that album from '94

Had some fun thoughts about not surviving 24HOGG, that's always sort of sobering. Even when you're sober.

EP took out the protected bike lane. Shit's back to normal, aka not good. 

Here's another feel good story to follow the reminder that most humans are fucking selfish reactionary turds:

*(hat tip to AHTBM aka Stevil for sharing this)

Been thinking about tires for 24HOGG - wondering if I set up the spare wheels with the XR2s or maybe do a swap over and put the XR2s on the carbon hoops with the cush core. Maybe just do it there after pre-ride and stop thinking about it and just bring the shit I need to do it all with me. (Yes dumbass do that thing). 

Today's another one for kind of getting off on the wrong foot. Usually I don't hear E get up on T and Th for early AM crew practice but this morning I heard alarm at 4:45 and noted it was still fucking dark. Then at 5:15 when the door opened and closed and then locked (not as dark) and then oh shit kid is headed out the door i meant to get up and make sure they were all set... up and wow felt like crap.

Started this way too long ago, still working on it. 

Kid is at home and wants to make these cookies: http://www.gewilli.com/2021/03/no-flour-peanut-butter-cookies.html

I might have extra good fuel for the weekend!

Gotta get there intact first.

Amor Fati Motherfuckers

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