Amor Fati Motherfuckers

One man alone can be pretty dumb sometimes, but for real bona fide stupidity, there ain't nothing can beat teamwork.

Edward Abbey

So here we are.

Yesterday was a big day. I plowed an extra 3 miles of the bike path than I normally do. I wore down the plow blade so much that it needs to be replaced.

I took photos, I made pizza, I did a bunch of stuff.

I did not have time to develop film. Maybe tonight. But we'll see, maybe not.

I will likely ride the ebike tomorrow. Downside is crank length.

BUT i think maybe I found a way to fix that issue. Erg.

Unfortunately in one moment of being super tired and not paying close attention to form I strained my lower back. Lightly, moving slowly but symmetrically and fine.

UNTIL I MOVED MY BACK PACK WHILE IN MY OFFICE AND THE STUPID MUSCLES SAID THATS IT WE'RE SPASMING

damnit

big couple days coming up here in the picture factory dungeon.

lots of shit going on, trying to keep moving forward, creating art, being a good person, doing good when I can, supporting those that I can support.

Sending hugs out to everyone because hugs are awesome.

I really should go home now. But I put that quote on this page and well had to finish the post, even if it is not well developed and poorly structured. Things are terrible but I'm in a better place than I have been in a long time. Which is I guess a really strange juxtaposition.

Life. Also exciting times. Not much fun to live through, that and I can't imagine how anyone could be happy with how things are turning out but then i guess that's the point. I'm not wired to exploit, never really have been. Not always told the truth or been fully up front but only on minor matters or maybe when just being quiet and not saying anything is the best approach. And because apparently everyone else does that normally, guess my kind of autistic brain thinks that's unusual behavior instead of typical behavior.

Such is life, eh? Take care of your loved ones, stand up for those who can't for themselves. Do what you can, obs

and more than ever Amor Fati Motherfuckers

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