Identify the problem

feel pretty shitty that it is a problem, so trivial, mope about it for a bit, but now that it is identified well DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Can I do something about it? Not without a massive cascade of negative impacts on other people. Am I willing to do that?

Nope.

Sulk...

look for options... none

Suck it up big boy, time to move on and try to make the best of what you've delt yourself.

Deep breath, lets get shit together and make stuff happen.

Although since nothing is really changed - the chance this will repeat again is absolutely assured. Maybe next time I'll have better mental tools. After all, life is about adding to the tool chest. A hammer and a screw driver can get a lot done, but it doesn't take long to realize if you're even partly aware that they might work, but they're doing as much collateral damage as fixing.

yeah - got out of the shower (late blah blah blah - i'll be at my first appointment on time and I've already gone through the emails) and brain was in good head space.

Maybe from thinking about the gallery show coming up at the end of January and logistics and trying to figure out how to get some demo dissecting scopes to complete the whole process of scale perception.

time to pedal. unfortunately - gonna have to take the assist, but it is a very welcome option for days like today!

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