Hit the wall REALLY hard on Monday. Too long of a gap between morning coffee and work coffee, never recovered and basically spend the day with an ocular migraine. It was FUN.
Recovered a bit yesterday, and suddenly here we are at hump day.
Saw that TSEPIC has spaces open, would be nice, but $900, even for a 5 day race, is a bit steep, but then again so is Olympic Dev camp for U19s. Everyone's been not sleeping excited about the summer potential.
Trying a bit of extended fast and low calories. Kind of getting to the point of just not caring - might as well just say fuck it. It is a lot of work trying to figure out the combo needed to get back down closer to the 200# mark.
But bikes... riding in this morning I just really wanted to ride to boston, hang out and get coffee and ride home. Just not alone and also just waiting for vax i guess... or something.
Kind of want to race, but the tea leaves and races that are out there now... no SS category, i mean that's fine, but also, not how it used to be. But nothing will be how it used to be.
Also - totally lost all word mojo between starting this and now, pretty obvious eh? I guess read all tabs is not inspiring enough and the rest of life is boring and routine.
guess i should work on shifting gears and get some gear shifting bikes ready to ride. Long way in on the Singlespeed is fine but it isn't as fun as having gears. Also geared bike doesn't weigh more than the MTB, the surly does. Kind of surprisingly.
Okay. Fuckit. I'm gonna close this and pretend I didn't start the blog post with good intentions, got sidetracked, derailed, tired and demotivated and brain dead.
What's for dinner? I dunno.
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