was weird

 got home, snacked a ton, got on the bike had a decent but hard workout, short, and dinner and all that.

finished listening to a fantastic book. the new Becky Chambers, A psalm for the wild-built, worth a read - some really good quotes out of it and unexpected moments of joy and how to transform death and find joy in just conciousness.

at least i remembered to charge the headlight although i'm about ready to leave. 

got to a few things on the list, maybe a few more tomorrow

life is full and busy and not terrible..  but it is exhausting, i'm skeptical about trying to get the workout done on the trainer tonight, wish I had more daylight or time to get it done somewhere other than in the basement. Maybe one of these days i'll get a new trainer, maybe one with power so these workouts can be done with that metric instead of HR.

Rob Kramer shared something on twitter today...  i liked it, not 100% agree but in a way nearly so.

https://hbr.org/2020/11/what-you-should-follow-instead-of-your-passion i'll spoil it for you, don't follow your bliss, follow your blisters

kind of makes sense

this morning i hit play on this song getting through the start of the work load but after scanning the headlines on twitter

Hit the Mighty mighty bosstones latest release front to back next. Then just work and work.

We'll see how tomorrow goes. Running light on the coffee intake,light in the morning and shared some with another during a meeting and we'll see how the ride home goes and the workout. Guess it is a good thing there's still some halloween candy, crush some of that in the KPerham sugar window and hope for the best.

No NoHo for me this weekend. Iceman is ALSo this weekend, now that's a gravel race i'd love to do, hah yeah no it is a "mountain bike" race or so they say, i've heard mixed things, and having ridden East coast tech now, and lots of Michigan trails, well, I'd call it a gravel race. 
shit - on that list of mine is getting that dropper post ordered. Would be nice to get it on shortly after the fork gets fixed, but i probably should have ordered the post a while back if that was to happen. 

Pulling trigger on a few emails that are sitting and waiting for a moment and a re-read then i'll blast home and figure the rest of the day out.

amor fati motherfuckers

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