So few photos

I took none, had no one there capturing ones of me. 

It feels weird to have such a strong illogical desire to see photos of what I just did, while at the same time talking almost no photos of others myself. I don't deserve to have the occasion or event memoralized in photos. But I suppose that's the nature of solo. 

I made it to work. Morning annual physical at which my doctor was extreme flattering and happy with my checkup. I am shrinking more than I would like, my former lofty height of 6'6"is a thing of the far distant past. my current 106kg mass is probably contributing to that. 

Staying home sunday was tough but made easier by being the correct call. I should have planned to stay there Saturday night, but the alone part. It would have been very much alone vs just a few hours in the car alone on the way home. 

Maybe next time will be different. Rumor has it CXNats returns to Louisville for 2023.

I have to delve into a pile of everything now, might find more time later to get some more of this out of my head.  For now watch this.

Preferably full screen

CX is awesome. No doubt. But is also difficult to do alone. Exponentially so. Having so many people I know there is awesome, a tribe for certain, however, it also had the impact of making me feel even more isolated and alone. Notice a theme eh? That aloneness is me, but also me is desperately not wanting to be. I guess that's why that old team we had worked so well, we were all more or less the same, but different enough to work well together and share the experience that would have been impossible alone. And then someone came along and ripped it all apart. Such is life eh?

Heddwch
G