I had to jump out of the Rancid lane for a few minutes.
Clicked on the playlist starting with Sean Rowes "To Leave Something behind" Never a good plan for me, that song alone sends me off the deep end.. but then a song I haven't heard in a while...
No Hard Feelings.
Avett Brothers...
yeah... that one...
fuck
Then I thought lemme dig into this song a little deeper:
https://atticusreview.org/no-hard-feelings/
Maybe shouldn't have read that just now...
The rest of the playlist isn't helping so i suppose I should turn it off. take a walk around the block to reset.
take a walk in the smoky air.
I'm still here.
I wonder if I'll get to being able to process my own grief before I create grief for who ever is left to care about me when I finally take that last breath, will I be able to breath out one last breath with no hard feelings?
I hope so.
Hug your loved ones.
G
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