And just thinking about it now, it's partly due to the group of people rightfully scared and outrage by what's going on sharing every time last soon and horror story happening. I understand that it is how they cope and deal and try to be heard, but mostly find community in shared outrage. I get it, but it doesn't work for me.
And that's a problem I'm not sure how to solve.
Action? Yeah action I get, call to action, here's a list of about you can do, here's who you can call or write, here's a gathering to express group feelings.
So not only to I have all this not great stuff assaulting me every time I try to go look at photos or catch up with friends, I add a layer of guilt, hopelessness and fear and that creates a feedback loop I style to break out of.
And then end of day I realized, I figure to get my morning dose of Mag glycinate and the adaptogen. Unregulated chemical cascade.
Not good. And then I had all sorts of apocalyptic dreams.
Fun times
Back was doing great. Now it's a tiny bit sore after shoveling. Can't wait for another two weeks of recovery.
But with the way the snow is, unless it's scraped the bike path will be a shit show when it freezes tonight
Time to eat and head out.
Need to do something good.
Heddwch
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