Worlds are decided...

There are a few more races on the calendar, but more or less we're done. With CX. As a sport/season.

Time to move on.

I've had moments of "I NEED TO WRITE NOW" actually lots of them since last odd long worded post, but never quite the right opportunity to get these thoughts down. And most of all the thoughts are gone.

Between waking up for Worlds and Indoor Soccer games and being up late for winter formals and stuff, sleep has been elusive this weekend. Instead of writing here I should be outlining the lecture for tomorrow. But this feels more important and better not to put off, or wait. I have time tomorrow morning to work on the lecture. #wingit.

Watching worlds was amazing. Even the U23 race, wow. And then pinning hopes on hopes that Mani would win and then LVDH, the two little rabid pitbulls of the sport, but they finished second, well deserved and well earned and that's no slouch but we'd have been out of this orbit if they had won.

I almost tweeted that maybe Meg M's presence at worlds would be like the triple crown, a lucky charm. But no, Mani couldn't quite hold on, sort of like Lars, but hey, brilliant ride and it takes nothing away from either of them.

I could go on at lengths about my feelings about the race, how it hurts to hear everyone bully Cant about her emotional outbursts, but most have similar feelings and most have watched it all, no need to rehash here.

Rehashing the words from last post over and over, read it a couple times, no urge to change it all but it is also true. Should I be that honest about it all? Maybe not, but then if i wasn't then what's the point?

it was with great ambition that I started writing but now i am doing it an have fallen asleep twice. might take that as a sign that I should take a nap instead of writing.

more later

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