Friday, July 02, 2021

short track

 Watched some DH, then some short track - while eating lunch and getting other work done. Nice having time to be forced to sit at the desk to get work done. Also nice break to not be talking non-stop for hours all morning.

Rode home between rain storms yesterday. Basically dry on the way home. 

This morning? Wet. And kind of cool. Like it was 61F. It was almost 100 a couple days ago. 

Nothing like a 40° swing in temps.

But the rain puts a bit of a damper on MTB this weekend. Maybe a window will open Sunday. Fingers crossed.

I like the idea of the 6 hours of BR. I know that sounds like a snooze fest to some but could be good for figuring out food and all that. Do I eat a sandwich/food after each lap? Might try that, probably could do a two lap then eat break. Might need to do it one way once and the other way a second time. 

Lights need to be sorted still, so does a fuckton of other shit. Like hey maybe i need something other than a 34x20. bring a 21 and a 22 with pre-cut chains? Set up the top fuel as a FS SS? 

Time to talk for 3 hours.

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Wait - not it isn't. I still have half an hour. 

 But I probably don't have much more to say right now. Started writing a letter, one maybe I should have written a while ago but maybe haven't been in a good enough space to do so. Probably won't finish it and then if I do probably won't send it.

As it is, as busy and crazy and overwhelmed as everything is, I'm finally kind of feeling more stable, more relaxed, if not happier certainly more content. Fewer What Ifs 

Lots of work on myself left to do. Do the work, trust the process. Def have this feeling that I haven't done enough work for a 24 hr race, but might be time to get to a place where I can successfully participate. Not sure I want to do the detox from coffee before then like I had planned. But I also had planned to race a fuckton of Marathon events leading up to the race (last year) and well that didn't happen.

well

time to push through the weeds and wake up and get ready to talk

a 

lot


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