being so self aware is a curse

but sometimes it can be a blessing.

I've been meaning to talk with my good friend Deano for a while now. Float an insane idea past him, an idea that I had let slip a bit and let get out of the thinking/feeling me.

But email exchange last night about the team kit order and other stuff gave me an excuse to pick up the paperwork and we found an intersection in time and space that would facilitate an in person chat session, to catch up but float this idea past him.

An idea that last night I didn't realize how much power it held. An idea that kind of created a bit of a glow, some excitement.

Now, can I generate enough follow through, do I have the ability to figure out how to work through the loops and hoops to get it lined up?

I dunno but it would be worth trying, worth attempting. And just thinking about it has been worth it, that feeling, that self aware moment of glowing warmth at being happy.

Maybe that's my mojo, my driving force that fullfills me in a way I am missing, have always been missing?

We'll see. I have another idea/inspiration for the next cohesive Nanoscape collection. Need to get that going soon too, it will take a couple weeks before I can start working on it at the soonest but I'm flat out for the next month. Literally.  I tried to keep one day open next week, maybe to go for a ride, to work with my Brother, or just take one day off. No dice. Oh well, not that upset by it, a wee but frustrated but hey it is what it is, it means more days off later. Like take every friday off in CXy season or something. Or heck maybe even take the day off and go to them Wed night races i've never seemed to  be able to get to.

While I can't just flip a switch like some people, I can keep my head up and keep driving...

Now to push this all to the next level.

lots to do, way too much, but what else would I do if I didn't constantly have too much to do?

heddwch,
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