the weather has been unsettled here...
but on all the little trips by bike the worst was this AM getting a few drops on me.
made it to the job site down the road and back between thunderstorms.
timing more on everything other than paying attention to the radar.
currently awake, trying to wind down enough to sleep so i can wake up and be over at the job site at 6am...
tonight was "unload tools and stuff" "install ridge vents" and finally "put up the R13 on the walls and the R19 on the roof. Home owner clusterfuck addition needs some pro-level work.
I'm sure I screwed it up some how. I usually do. But I've screwed up less than some others i've watched people work with. Hopefully the GC is okay with the work i did. He left me there, but he's gonna be back at 4am, i'll probably try and head over to be there at 6 or so.
Early, but coming up with cash to replace the rusty race wagon doesn't happen all the time, must capitalize on the opportunity.
And no, Solobreak, no... I don't feel or think in any way i'm superior to anyone, A+ job at button pushing, F at demonstrating that you know me, other than I realize you're just pushing buttons. I would assume feeling superior would lead to confidence. How much do i have? Yeah. Okay. So. Observations, clarity in connections... are just that. Crystalization of the truth (and not some abject abstract distortion of what is called the truth... the truth) is motivating. I'm not perfect. Pretty sure I've never claimed to do anything right except chop an onion. Doing so much wrong, is a really good way to prevent, in any way, from feeling superior.
But comments? hell at least it was a comment. #winning
Or not.
Point being, catching that comment early yesterday had me worried about what i might have written and not realized, but then i read it and had no problems after a cup of coffee or two. I'm sure a copy editor would have a feild day but I don't find any problem with connotation in that post.
This one? i'll probably wake up and delete it wholesale
BUT break through - the four people still reading blogs: Solobreak, Blancosuave, Fatmarc, and Velocb.....
at least we have that identified... a couple of them actually still have web logs!
Tomorrow is gonna be fun... looks like working all three jobs, we do what we gotta do eh?
work work work... nose to the grindstone...
hewddch
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Perhaps I should have allowed anoncx to be my spokesperson. He'd have phrased my feelings more delicately. "BLAMBING THE CANCER PEOPLES FOR THEY OWN PROBLUMS NOT HELPERING YOU BIG DUMMBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
not blaming people with it even if it sounds like it - blaming the system, the bad advice based on dangerous guidelines... not blaming people with it... frustrated they don't see whole picture, or what lead them there, more about the system, never the individuals.
although the individuals i've made attempts to discuss with... the system and 40 years of following bad advice leave them too ingrained to change, or unsure enough not to want to try.
to what end? getting it out of my system, for a while until it builds up again,
I just like using "helpering"
it is a good word
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