left work

only to come home and start working again....

why? not sure...

it is 7:20pm on a Friday and I'm scheduling shit for the week of the 24th...

and i've been going insane working on everything....

huge gains, this morning i was fucking lit just from awesomeness of how well shit worked the way it should have...  that's a good thing btw.

now?

dejected, tired, still working...  making a "make it work" dinner from stuff we have laying around because I haven't been shopping in a week or more...  because I've been working...

and working...
and everyone is taking a vacation...

everyone...

except me...

I can't even fucking spend my birthday on my bike this year... which really isn't such a bad thing. After the last couple months I'm not sure I can survive spending a whole day on the bike anyway.

We're halfway through July and I'm currently scheduled until... hmm...  MAY 2018...

FUCK YEAH

not quite that far out but, knowing i'm booked through into September, and then demo and other shit that month means October, but October is prep for install of the new million dollar scope in November. And then we have trainings and use back up until december and then into January and then I start teaching again....

A sucker was born in late august in the early 70s i guess. Tough being a selfless asshole. On one hand you can't complain because you're an asshole but you feel exploited because you're too selfless. Fuck them Catch 22s.

time to find some analog entertainment.

and find some lucky stars to hope i can ride the bike at least once or twice next week....

today was so good, but it is amazing how precarious shit is, tiny defect in the support struts and a slight imbalance leads to massive collapse.

aka right now...

fuck this roller coaster week...

there were beers in the fridge...

were...

heddwch
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(I should probably find something other than Frank Turner to listen to tonight... maybe i'll switch to John Prine...  wait that's just older but the same... fuck)

still working btw... all the while making dinner...  only to get the text "the two of us are getting burgers on the way home"

that's a good one...

#beerme (i'm out)