tough

heartbreaking? yes... you can see the emotion in everyone.

Milliman crushed it with the film.

the film work is a dramatic style/content contrast to the Mindful series that Castelli did with Sam Smith, preferring one to the other is possible while still respecting and appreciating both of their craft.

Just got another HUGE monkey wrench change tossed at me. still reeling a bit.

unsure how to process, react, what to do. Challenges something that has been a steady constant for 5? years. Fuck I don't remember now. Been a while. This change has enormous unknowns, perhaps there will be no change... time will tell.

I didn't make a second pot of coffee today (don't worry they are only 6 cup Chemex pots) first time all week and

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I like being so caffeinated that I can see sounds and hear colors.

well until it is time to sleep

then it is kind of the worst

so much for leaving early.
best just say hey chat later and all that

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